I can barely type because of this God-awful rash on my hand. It doesn’t look bad but it is making me miserable. I think it is stress induced and is an irritating distraction to my day.
I have been taking tests since I did my trigger shot a couple weeks ago. You can see all my pictures here. I have known for the last few days that things were not looking good. I haven’t seen even the hint of a second line on any of my tests in several days. I took 4 tests this morning before I went to go get my blood drawn. I took the digital just to be sure. I knew that there was no way that I was going to have something show up on a blood test today with tests that looked like that. They were taken two hours before my blood draw.
I have mentally been preparing myself for the bad news. I have not felt pregnant at all. I know that early pregnancy symptoms can be confused but I have been pregnant a few times and know my body pretty well. I started thinking bad thoughts when the chocolate cravings and nasty moods started. I have really bad PMS and I always get very grouchy (that’s a nice way of putting it) right before my period shows.
Anyway, the nurse called me a couple hours ago. I am not pregnant. I need to stop taking my injections now. I still have to go in for one more blood draw on Monday just to be sure but I am sure it’s over. I am not up to posting about what’s next because I am too emotional today and honestly I just don’t know.
Goodbye my precious Meeny & Miney.
From Mommy Moo
Tags: IVF
ooh Patty! I’m so sorry it didn’t work out. Bug hugs to you and I’ll be praying for you.
Patty, I understand what you are going through. That was me just 2 weeks ago. I went in for my test and I was all happy and excited and then it came back negative. I am praying for you!!! I understand what you are going through.