My rainbow baby girl will be turning 3 in 10 days. I’ve been going through her newborn pictures, and it really just hit me how much Erin looks like Cora. That helps when I wonder what Cora would look like; I just imagine Erin with red curly hair. Maybe I can get Husband to do work some photoshop magic and put red hair on Erin so I can REALLY see it.
But it’s not that that gets me the most. I wish I could have gotten to know who Cora was. Erin and Patrick look very similar and are very, very, very different, so I can only assume that Cora would have been very different from them too.
I always felt she would have been stubborn, but beyond that? How can you know from kicks and wiggles in the womb what a child would have really been like? This is the hardest part for me.