March 3rd, 2011 by Hope

Band-aids

I’ve been sitting in this chair holding my sleeping toddler for 2 hours.  I can’t help but looks down at her long eyelashes.  Such long eyelashes…. For the past few days I’ve been really struggling.  Maggie lost her battle with Mitochondrial disease.  This was a huge blow.  Reading about Eithene, Cooper and Samantha also fighting so hard.  This is the same disease my baby has.  I can’t wrap my mind around this.

I check Ava’s blood sugar at least 6-8 times a day.  Sometimes more.  She never cries.  Never whines.  Never whimpers.  All she asks for is a band-aid.  Yes, there have been many times all her fingers were covered in band-aids.  She doesn’t mind.  She’s very proud of her band-aids.  She will happily tell you how she got them.  “Mommy checked my blood sugar”.  How brave she is.  How I wish a band-aid would heal her Mito!

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