April 27th, 2012 by

Columbine

This week was the 13th anniversary of the Columbine High School massacre.  I’ve reflected a lot on that day since moving to Littleton, and even more today, my first anniversary here.

I was a sophomore in high school, and I was sick that day, so I stayed home.  I don’t quite remember how the news got turned on, I was probably flipping through channels and saw something, but I watched the whole thing through.  I spend the day crying, watching in horror as the terrorized students ran towards the news cameras.  I couldn’t understand how someone could commit such senseless violence.

I’ve been taking the kids to Columbine library for almost a year now, many times playing at the park next door.  I’d seen signs for the Columbine memorial, but I’d never been over to see it.  And I honestly had no clue that the high school was just over the hill.

It was really beautiful.  I had no idea it would have that much of an emotional impact on me.  The atmosphere was quite reverent as we walked in.  Even Erin felt it – she was shushing Patrick.  I didn’t know any of those who had been killed, but I it still hurt so much to see.  So many lives lost.

Each victim had a plaque with whatever the family felt appropriate to put on it, and one plaque, Rachel Joy Scott’s, had something she had written about a month prior.

“I have this theory that if one person can go out of their way to show compassion, then it will start a chain reaction of the same. People will never know how far a little kindness can go.”

Wouldn’t the world be a better place if we all learned to do just that?

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