Still haven't spoken to DH....
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July 29th, 2008, 04:42 PM
So it's coming to the end of the 3rd day and DH and I are still not on speaking terms
This absolutely SUCKS!! I think it's funny how when *I'M* mad about something, I HAVE to get over it by the next day or I'm deemed a HORRIBLE person, but him and HIS FAMILY can hold grudges against me for days, weeks, or months and that's OK
I'm so sick of all this crap!!! I didn't ASK for my babies to die, I didn't ASK for his family to turn their back on me, I didn't ASK for ANY of this!!!
All I wanted was to build a family with the man that I have adored since I was TEN YEARS OLD
It just pisses me off that DH and his family have put me in the situation to where I feel like Asher and Noah were the best and WORST thing that ever happened to me.....
I shouldn't feel that way about my babies!!!!