Still haven't spoken to DH....
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July 30th, 2008, 04:29 AM
Thank you girls
Jessa and Shannon, thank you so much for your kind words and encouragment
Jessa, you make me feel like I'm at least still sane
Everyone IRL is telling me to "get over it" and thinks it's "crazy" that I'm still so torn up from it....but honestly, the memories of the day I found out about my boys and the pain and agony that ensued after that...it literally haunts me......I swear this is what post traumatic stress must feel like because sometimes I just "snap" and I feel like I have no control....
I have no plans on giving up.....we've come too fair and I have too much invested in this emotionally, physically, mentally.....I just hope DH can take his own advice and "let it go"....