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January 14th, 2006, 07:07 PM
Join Date: Jan 2006
I just discovered JM and have been lurking around the July DDC but not able to post because of my fear that I may not be able to share in their joy. Realizing that there is a PG after m/c group has allowed me to open up.
I m/c this past summer at 9 weeks. I thought getting pg again would help me overcome the grief. Instead my mind is playing games. The first few weeks I was just plain scared and wouldn't even let myself think about baby names or shop for cute little clothes. I am now beginning my 12th week and with my symptoms nearly subsided (except fatigue), I've almost convinced myself that it's not real.
Uggh! My dh thinks I'm crazy. I feel guilty that I can't relax and feel joyful. I have a doctor's appt. on Monday morning. I am praying that I will be able to hear a h/b.
Thanks for listening. It feels good to let this stuff out.
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