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January 15th, 2006, 03:47 PM
I guess I'm weird. I love my u/s pictures of my baby girl. They are the only pictures I have of her. She looks so beautiful to me.
Norina, it is only normal to feel bittersweet about going back to the DRs and seeing things like that. I had to lie on the same table where i found out Cassie was dead a month ago. It was weird. Then when I saw the video tape (they video tape the big ultrasounds) on the ultrasound machine and it had my name on it from my u/s in August when she was ok
It gets easier though. I don't know why, but it seems when people get past their loss week, they feel better. I still have a long way to go to get to that, but I'm sure even for me I will feel like I passed some big milestone.