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September 20th, 2008, 03:43 AM
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I'm TTC again, and feeling very hopeful. Even though my most recent loss is still fairly fresh (Aug. 7), it didn't hit me quite as hard as the others did, and my cycle came back immediately. I also already had an appointment with the OB/GYN scheduled to discuss my problems, so when he referred me immediately to an RE that gave me things that needed to be done to keep my mind off the loss. I still grieved the loss. I guess saying it didn't hit me as hard as the others isn't accurate. I just moved through the grief process much quicker. I went through in days or weeks what took me months the first time. I cried more the first few days than I did in weeks and weeks with the others. It just seemed to move faster.

I'm at a point now where it still hurts, but I have to look forward and move forward. If I looked back any more I think the grief would swallow me entirely.
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