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September 20th, 2008, 11:11 PM
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I'm at a standstill in my healing. I've come to terms with losing the boys, but I saw their dad tonight at Walmart, and the little guy I'm looking after (who is just a bit younger than my boys would have been) calls me Mum all at the same time. Can you say OW?

But I'm dealing with my 2nd loss poorly. Probably because we haven't hit her EDD yet. Its super raw. It feels weird to be sitting on my exercise bike trying to slim down rather than being happy to be super fat (I should be 31 weeks today) ... almost like betrayal to her.

Doesn't help that I'm single fever when you're single sucks!
~TTC #1 together 2 years and counting ~

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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7
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