ok so I am going to try this again. After the last post I made here, some stressful stuff happened but I am back to try this again. Thankfully in the month and a big that has passed, I have not gained any weight back. So I am pleased about that at least. I have a new goal now. I have thought it all over and considered the time I have to lose the weight I want. and I have given myself until 2 months before my wedding. So losing 2 lbs a week until then would be a total of 185 lost. I'd be happy with 125-150... but we'll see how this goes. I don't wanna be the fat girl at my own wedding. So again, please please please if you all don't mind, please try to help me stay on track... I really need help. I need to do this and I need to do this now...
