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November 17th, 2008, 09:06 AM
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Today I should be holding another child in my arms. She should be here by now for me to fawn over and love. But she's not. And although I miss her, I'm not as sad as I am over the boys loss. I don't think it's because they were lost first, because in general I get upset about losing her more.

Maybe this is a sign that I am healing from my losses? That I've finally accepted that things happen for a reason.

My mom, my ex, myself, a friend and my grandmother have all had dreams this week that I call them in December and tell them I am pregnant. It's not outside the realm of possibility for once, yet I'm afraid if it's right I will lose yet another baby. So I'm going to cross my fingers that AF shows in December.

So if everyone could please look to the sky and say hello to my little angel I would appreciate it. I figure she would have little brown curls and dark brown eyes, you'd know her if you saw her, she probably looks just like me .
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May 6th- bfp @ 10dpo ended in a Chemical Pregnancy May 15th @5w1d


Me: Hashi's, PCOS,Multiple miscarriages
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motility Vitamins started August 2nd.


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