[Fallen2Love]

I'm having such a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I know its there but I really just don't have the desire to get to it. I know I'll regret it if I don't stick with it, but I'm having so many issues with school and its only week 4 of 16 (or 18?) since before I even began this semester. I just have 2 classes this semester and 3 next semester. Which includes an internship each semester. A coworker over heard my boss say to a parent that my internship ends next week. I'm scared because it doesn't - my coteacher's two week notice is up next week! I don't know what to do. Nobody can tell me WHY I can't do part of my internship at my work (its over the state line, so I think that is a big factor...but nobody is "sure" that is why). I don't know what to do. I'm starting to have a panic attack again. I told them the dates when I was hired, before I signed the paperwork saying I was hired - it was during the interview. I'm really afraid I might be forced to choose. I'm a fiancial aid student so if I drop the class, I will have to repay the aid money (Total about $500 in classes and books, plus give back my refund $600). I only have two classes so I bairly qualified for my grants as is. If I quit my internship then I loss my half time status (Down to 4 from 7 credit hours). I'm really worried.