Going back to work was so hard for me. After a week of "oh you're back, how's the baby??" I ended up getting a different job. I just couldn't handle that. It takes a lot of courage to go back.
Counseling is a good idea, I think. It always help to talk to someone. Especially if the share the same religious background as you. I struggled with being angry at God for quite a while, but worked through it. I hope you can too. Just...don't think that this is some sort of punishment, okay? It's not because there's something wrong with you or that you would be a terrible mother. Never think that.
