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April 23rd, 2009, 02:54 PM
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Location: Littleton, CO
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And while I did still walk away with a baby (Logans twin Ella) , I still love and miss Logan as much as I would have had he been a singleton I had lost. I don't doubt that for one second, never have.
I think part of the reason that losing a twin is so different for you than for my mother is because there weren't regular ultrasounds at that point she didn't know she was pregnant with twins until she miscarried and then was still pregnant after. She was expecting/dreaming of one baby, and she got one baby. AND she wasn't to the point of feeling a baby move or anything yet.
Actually, in all honesty, she told me that she didn't want to be pregnant at that point (since my two older brothers were 14 months apart, and I am 15 months younger than Nathanael), and she was relieved when she miscarried. Sound horrible? Yes, but...she loves me so it doesn't matter. Actually, she makes me feel like I'm her favorite. lol
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