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May 26th, 2009, 07:18 AM
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I think that's one of my lessons this time around. Y'all are the closest to understanding how I feel, but I've never lost Jessica, Cora, Ethan, Roald....I've lost Marshall, and now Jonah. I don't know how I should feel losign two. I'm not grieving Marshall all over again...is that wrong? I'm focused on Jonah. When will I grieve Marshall again? Does this make me a bad mother?

When we lost our babies, did anyone give us a handbook? Is there such a thing? Why do we categorize our grief? Why do I have to feel bad because I want my sons back?

I get ya love. I DO know how you feel about this.
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