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When I lost my girls, DH and I in the heat of everything first decided we would wait 6 months to a year to start trying again. Well, in January, I got crazy baby fever and told DH that I don't think I could wait much longer, so we kinda started trying in February. My body hadn't adjusted yet from the girls so we didn't have any luck that much. In March I think I had a chemical pregnancy because I was getting +HPT's and even had a blood draw and that came up at 15Hcg, which anything over 5Hcg is considered pregnant. It didn't stick though cause AF showed up. That hurt, but not enough to tear us down. April was a miss. We were in San Diego when I was O'ing but we missed the egg. So onto May. Apparently we hit this one right on the mark. I really didn't think was our month. I thought we had missed it because I was O'ing around Mother's day and that day was really hard on me. Plus, DH and I had gotten into a fight that night and we just didn't have it in us to DTD. But something worked. I'm now 4w5d and just absolutely floored and so excited. I'm also very scared and nervous at the same time. I will feel better after my first u/s which is June 15th. There is a small chance that it might be twins again, so that first u/s will be the tell all of tell alls. I don't think it's twins, but you never know.
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