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I am sure thats it with your numbers!
As for:
When you believe that nothing significant can happen through you, you have said more about your belief in God than you have said about yourself. You have said that God is not capable of doing anything significant through you. The truth is He is able to do anything He pleases with one ordinary person fully consecrated to Him.
I do actually believe I WILL get pregnant in the future even if I do nothing. Its not that I think never. But its the idea of 10 years from now compared to Now now, you know. But if thats His plan? Well..I don't know what to do cos I don't think my mentality (or marriage) could take such a wait. I know that is wrong and I just hope that He understands and doesn't make me wait that long!
I have a strong feeling that if I just gave up and 'forgot' about ttc it would happen. I know this but I cannot do it. *sigh* We sure are put in tricky situations aren't we? And it certainly does seem alot to do with Faith.
As for your choice.......I would listen to yoour instinct about what God wants from you. Is getting MA a step forward on this journey? Or by giving faith fully to Him will the reward be the goal of that journey whilst standing still?? It looks like neither choice is wrong and both should get you what you want so it is a choice of what will bring you the most fulfilment whilst you wait???
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Jo xxx
Seperated June 2010 from my husband. One daughter DOB 26/07/2006. BFP 06/01/2011, due september but 'high risk' for premature birth.
Hi. Im Jolene. 31 years old. I suffered three years of a short luteal phase and didnt think I could get pregnant again without medical assistance but fell pregnant by accident and naturally. I am really happy and excited to be having a baby although knowing Im going it alone this time is a bit daunting and scary!
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