I really loved reading this!!! You did great! And Lily is adorable! I love all the pictures, my fav is the one of her screaming

!!! Her poor little head! I can't believe they made you hold her in.
I definitely want to try Hypnobabies next time if I can have a vbac!!! Your labor time sounds just like mine. My butt hurts for yours!!! First the diarrhea, then no TP, then when you aid you must have ripped to your butt AND THEN BUTT PILLS oh man!!! I hope that heals quickly!!!