[sara~b]

I'm not going to ask my mom to reconsider now because I told her it was okay when she said she wasn't coming. I mentioned to my gram that I'm kind of upset that no one is coming so maybe she will mention it to her? At this point I just give up. Plus my mom is supposedly taking Gemma to Disney World for a week in April so I don't want to make her mad and see her cancel the trip Gemma is so excited for.

And in the end I am just reminded why I spend probably 10-15% of my life on here. It's kind of sad that the people who care the most about my wedding are the ones I've never met in real life but at least I have people who care. I know it has to kill Shane that none of his parents, four living siblings, fifteen nieces/nephews or anyone is coming. He swears up and down he doesn't care but that HAS to hurt. It hurts me just knowing that they don't care enough about HIM to just suck it up and smile for 20 minutes. I really think they don't believe he is happy. I'm giong to have to grill him tomorrow to find out if there is any reason or anything he might have said that would give them the impression he doesn't want to go through with this....