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Thanks for updating, Kimberley.
Yeah, I've been sort of down and out the last few days. Having a REALLY hard time with the BFNs, but my beta isn't until Thursday. I will be testing Wednesday night to prepare either way and to have DH with me to either celebrate or hold me and cry with me. I've been taking all of this really hard. I'm not giving up all hope, but everything is catching up to me, I think. So much rides on this working. The way my life pans out rides on this working. I may not ever know what it feels like to be pregnant and may never know what it's like to be a Mom (which is my biggest wish in the whole world) if this doesn't work.
With the double dosage of PIO I am on, it's making me insanely emotional and tired... I'm anxious for hopefully good news Wednesday/Thursday.
Thanks for thinking of me..
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Thank you brie_91 for this fabulous siggy!!
Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.
IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.
March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
We will re-evaluate another IVF w/FET try in 2013.
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