Trish’s Journey Into Madness.
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July 6th, 2010, 10:03 AM
Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: Houston, TX
Still waiting for day 21 blood work to come back. I tested twice already. 2 BFNs. I knew it was too early, but I couldn't stop myself. Ever the optimist. I keep thinking it's going to go straight to positive and I can dance and yell and show my husband.
I'm starting to think it's not going to happen... ever.
I get by, though. I looked at pictures of my perfect niece today and cried more than I'd like to admit. This whole process makes me feel like a crazy person. Plus everything that goes wrong in my life, ever, makes me feel like I'm not deserving of children.
It doesn't help that everyone I talk to seems to tell me that I'm too young.
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