What are your deepest emotional feelings on TTCAL?
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August 29th, 2010, 04:13 PM
Join Date: Aug 2010
With the first miscarriage, I felt like, okay, that sucks, but it was really early and I hadn't been really working hard at getting pregnant. I worried about it some but it did not put me in a deep dark place.
After the ectopic that almost killed me and reduced my fertility, I feel scammed. I feel like there was NO REASON for what happened. It was like the worst sh** luck I have ever had in my life. It just knocks me breathless sometimes when I think about it. It makes me question everything.
Now I worry that I will never have my own children. I worry that another attempt, another ectopic will kill me, and I will die childless. Or that I will just grow old trying and never succeeding.
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