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June 25th, 2006, 07:22 PM
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I seem to be stuck in this funk.

I have cried more this weekend than I have in months. It's not the crazy cry - sobbing & all. It's more like weeping - just leaky eyes that won't stop.

I hate it. I want to feel better. I am trying - maybe I just need some down time maybe. Maybe I am trying to let it all out while I am in a "safe" place - where I have Joel - and all day to be nice to me.

I really can't say. I don't want to go out on the road for work this week. I really don't feel up to it. I don't have any choice though really. I feel like i need massages & bubble baths & candles & lovin' all week & to wear pj's all day & eat chocolate & pizza....and watch old movies. I am supposed to get af any day here & although all of that sounds like typical af stuff - it isn't normal for me. Normal for me is loss of appetite - short fuse & cramping - none of which do I seem to have...yet. If this is all that witch's doing I'm quite pissed at her really. It was a beautiful weekend & I just couldn't get into it at all. I am tired of feeling so terdy. I thought one night was bad - but it has become the whole weekend...and I have had brief moments of snapping out of it - but htey are brief.
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