Seattlite's post-preemie pregnancy week by week
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July 1st, 2011, 10:17 AM
Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Pacific NW
This appears to be the week when I go off the edge emotionally. Baby is fine, pregnancy is going along as it should, but I'm feeling pretty terrified. Last night I had a nightmare that I went to get my P17 shot and ended up having to have a c-section, and I was trying to call DH to tell him, but he wasn't answering his phone. It scared the crap out of me and I woke up and cried and cried. Poor DH, when I told him what it was about, he agreed to come to my shot today. I think I'd probably be less of a mess if I wasn't fighting off a cold and exhausted, but at this point, my stress level is just more than I seem to be able to take.
I'm just so tired of being afraid, and I'm so sick of the trauma of Jim's birth pushing me around.
Anyway, I'm sorry to be such a downer this week. I'm hoping next week will be better.
~Beth in Seattle
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