It was even worse than I thought =( !!!!!
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July 2nd, 2011, 11:02 PM
Join Date: May 2011
I did it =(
It was worse than I thought =( .....
He just sat there and said "I knew it....I shouldn't have done anything with you"....
I told him after a while that he said he didn't want me to move out and he loves me when the final papers came in and he said "Because I knew you wouldn't be able to save enough to move out"
I said "You said you love me"....he said "And I do, but that doesn't change that we're divorced and that you were supposed to move out !!!!!!!"
I knew he didn't believe me that this wasn't planned and I pleaded my case, but he just had this stupid grin on his face like "Whatever"....
We argued about finances again and how everything is "****** up" now....
He was sooooo cold and mean again....just like when I was begging not to divorce me.
I have to try super hard now to save as much as I can and maybe the 0.1 % love he still has for me will open his heart for me again....but....honestly, I doubt it.....
Why did I do this to myself....?????
Why did I not learn to be more financially responsible ???
This is (his words) the reason why our marriage failed....finances, because he "chose to not put up with any of my fiancial bull**** anymore".....
My life is officially over.....
All these deep meaningful looks from him, meant NOTHING.....
All these smiles, meant NOTHING.....
All the words "Lets see what the future holds", meant NOTHING.....
"I DO love you, Diana", meant NOTHING !!!!!!!!!
He doesn't love me, never has and won't ever again =(
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