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(((HUGS))) I'm so sorry you are going through this....
For me, I started bleeding heavily on the 3rd of July, clots and all....it eventually tappered down by Friday the 8th and as I thik you read, my HCG doubled....I still had raging symptoms all weekend, the increased urination, the "porn star boobs," being super oily...I really thought things were looking up. I was still having spotting but it was light brown. I went for my U/S yesterday and there was no heartbeat. Trying to be optimistic I waited for my Dr. to call. This morning I noticed my breasts seemed to not be as full or sensitive. In my heart I just knew it was the begining of the end. My "metal mouth," had ceased a bit too.....My Dr. called today and told me my betas had fallen, it was over.
He called in a script for Cytotec that I have to take vaginally, although I've been praying all day to not need it. I'm not sure if those prayers have been answered as I'm now getting red bleeding again and I have a hell of a pressure by my cervix right now. DH is actually at the store picking up my Rx.....I'm still going to take it, as the PP stated, just knowing I am a carrying a dead child is too much on me mentally and emotionally considering the roller coaster we've been on for all most two weeks I'm ready for this to be over, at least physically.
I'm terrified, but I will let you know how it goes. I've never done this before and pray that I will never experience this again...
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