The Farmer's Wife- TTC with PCOS
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July 19th, 2011, 03:34 PM
Join Date: Jul 2011
Location: Defiance, OH
So today has turned out to be just a horrible day. I was talking to someone that I felt I could confide in with my PCOS issue and making it very difficult to conceive. I thought that I could because she told me herself that she had to have MA to have her son and her twins.
So I tell her that I am going to go to an RE and then she in turn tells me that she wouldn't do that because If God wanted me to have a baby he would have given me one!!! Are you kidding!
I was so angry and without thinking I said then why does God give people cancer, does he want them off of this earth?
I promised myself i would never go off of the deep end with this but it just came out. I feel so ashamed of myself. I even told my husband maybe this means i would be a horrible parent.
I don't know what made me say it but I was definatly wrong in saying it. I tried to tell her I was sorry but she said I stepped over the line. Which didn't she step over my line? I'm not sure how to feel.
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