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August 5th, 2011, 08:56 AM
Do you remember how you felt when you joined PAL? Scared!! (Like everyone I'm sure.) I wasn't at all optimistic until I had my first u/s at 8 weeks. Then I was still super shaky until I got through the 1st trimester.
Who do you remember seeing and thinking I can't wait to be there? Shen. She's the one who sticks out in my mind the most. I felt very close to her, although in reality, we have/had nothing in common. Other than the fear of PAL.
Do you ever think about our new ladies and the hope you bring them by still being here? I hope I help them. Like I was helped when I was new. I hope I give hope and not false hope. Everytime we lose one, I'm sad. That could have been any of us, and has been. There are so many women on TTCAL that want what we finally have, it's hard to be totally happy without feeling a little guilty.