well isn't this morning just peachy. its been a few days since i weighed so i thought hey, I'll weigh! it shows i am FIVE POUNDS HEAVIER than the last time i weighed. AND I HAVE NOT CHEATED EITHER!!!! I'm like, what in TARNATION is the dealio, man? 5 lbs of weight, reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........ aunt flow better be on her way because this is retarded. seems like i just sent her packin too. i am trying not to be bummed. but i really am. oh i was so mad when i saw that. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrracious alive! found out that my meatloaf disappeared too much yesterday to provide a 3rd dinner, so yes i have to go to the store when dh gets home and plan out dinners then come home and cook. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i told him that i made more than enough to last three days and next time i am plating their portions so it DOES last. I work at night and in the afternoons so i'm not out in the house to police portion sizes and who gets how much of what. so yep, looks like i gotta portion for a 17 yr old and a grown man too. they claim they want something different than crockpot food so when i make it, it doesn't last that long. this is why! I stayed up til almost 4am making this **** meal when i had to work the next day. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and 2 days later poof its gone. ok i am done complaining. i am so tired. gonna have some iced tea and when i'm awake enough i will make ryan and me some eggs and toast.
i need a hug.