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March 25th, 2012, 08:10 AM
Still Trying for #1
Join Date: Jan 2012
Today I am on CD 10 and I had a baby dream. I had a baby dream one other time and of course, I wasn't pregnant that month.
I was holding a newborn baby boy in my arms and his little hair peaked over the blanket. He was sleeping. Oh how I want this so bad! And when I have these dreams they tend to be pretty vivid.
I am tired of the whole TTC game. I am tired of waiting to O and I am tired of waiting for AF, because after so long of TTC, I expect nothing more than AF every month. Makes me kinda sad to admit that because it makes me feel like it will never happen.
I do pray to God and I am relaxing more this month, as well as doing a few other things to try and make this pregnancy happen... but why does it have to be this difficult?! Why can't I just get knocked up?
I prayed to God the other day, telling Him to take my wanting away if it is not time for me and my DH to have a child. Well, my wanting hasn't gone away.... when will it happen for me?
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