I hope those lines get darker soon, Becky. I'm not giving up on you yet
ALicia, your plan sounds pretty awesome. This stuff can take so much out of you, so I think focusing on the other great aspects of your life right now will be so good for you. Whenever you and DH try again, you'll be in such a great place!
Sorry to hear about the crappy situation at work...I hope it turns out better than it looks right now.