... I'm off the pill which means I'm in TTC mode. Yikes!
If I follow the normal schedule (which I've always been a by the book period person) conception should happen around May 2. I'll be out of town the nights of Apr 30 and May 1 and will just be back home that night after a VERY long day of out of town work, flying back, then dance rehearsal. Soooo... don't know how much luck we'll have this month!
BUT... the gauntlet has been thrown. I'm nervous and excited about succeeding! I'm still in denial about having to give birth again and pay for twice as much daycare and deal with twice the amount of things to do at home in order to get my 2 kids/ complete family! But the idea of James as a big brother, and another little baby and little baby in utero kicks, and having another Team Green baby (another boy for a house of blue or a chance to do the pink thing?!) are really heart warming.
(This should be obvious, but no talking about me trying to get knocked up outside of our private group on FB please!)