i was just here but with my god daughter. the min she came out i cryed because i wanted it to be not because i was happy but they thought it was because hwo happy i was i put on a smile and went home and cryed more. now the past 2 tiems iv seen her it gets easier. now i can hold her cuddal her all the time i still get sad but she brings happiness to my life. u have the right to feel however you want for however long you want and dont let family to friends tell your different, we are here for you
