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June 25th, 2012, 10:12 PM
I may bend, but not break
Join Date: Mar 2008
11dpo cycle 4 = bfn.
I need to stop lurking around JM and reading in the ddcs. reading about what to do about visitors after baby arrives, what to pack for the hospital...makes me feel even worse about things not working for us yet.
It also makes the reality that I have 0 support system here in Wisconsin when I have a child other than DH. That is a pretty scary feeling. I do have some friends in neighboring states who I'm sure would jump in their car at a moments notice, but they're all online friends or ones I'm not overly close too.
ARGH. I just want a child, I want to expand my family. I want to give Reme siblings, I want to give Dh another child... I want one of my own. It doesn't seem like too much to ask for, but apparently so far it is.
~TTC #1 together 1 year and counting ~
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