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July 18th, 2012, 10:36 AM
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11 DPO BFN AF is due tomorrow. I won't be surprised if she's a true witch and shows today giving me a 10day lp.

I'm starting to feel dishearted. I know that they say it can take a year... this was the 8th cycle... and possibly our last until December. We won't get to complete 12 full cycles until next summer. And that's got me so depressed. It will give me a chance to get some debt paid off, get a job, maybe some insurance... but really it doesn't make me feel good in the least.

DH and I don't have a lot of options if it doesn't happen naturally. He has made it very clear if he has to choose between Retiring and another child, Retirement will win. He has one, and while he does want more, he can live with one. I on the other hand.. do not want to live that life. Unless I can somehow come up with the funds for treatment with out affecting our savings, I'm out of luck.

Long as the witch is gone before we leave... this seems like the sort of cycle that she'd stick around for 10 days rather than the 3 I had last cycle.
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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
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