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July 23rd, 2012, 01:42 PM
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Thanks girls. And Cassie, just ftr you NEVER have to hide your siggy even if I'm posting about a miscarriage. I've been around JM on RPL long enough to be able to take it.

I am hurting, a lot. This might sound cold and harsh, but I never wanted my previous pregnancies, they were not planned or plotted. They were surprises in the worst of times in my life. I would have loved the children as much as one planned, but having planned this one and having it ripped out like it did really really hurts.

DH isn't being as supportive as I thought he would be. He has said a few things (including "potential baby") that I had to bite my tongue from losing it at him. He doesn't know how to handle it. It's new to him, medical things and death make him squeamish. So I don't know how to deal with him about it.
~TTC #1 together 2 years and counting ~

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Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant, Multiple miscarriages
Polypectomy - 08/21/14 Laproscopy - 12/05/2014
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Cycle 1: Clomid cd3-7 ~ bfn
Cycle 2: Clomid cd 3-7 ~ beta negative (< 3)
Cycle 3: Lap on cd 2 - Femara cd 3-7 - Testing Christmas Day
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