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July 23rd, 2012, 12:42 PM
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Thanks girls. And Cassie, just ftr you NEVER have to hide your siggy even if I'm posting about a miscarriage. I've been around JM on RPL long enough to be able to take it.


I am hurting, a lot. This might sound cold and harsh, but I never wanted my previous pregnancies, they were not planned or plotted. They were surprises in the worst of times in my life. I would have loved the children as much as one planned, but having planned this one and having it ripped out like it did really really hurts.

DH isn't being as supportive as I thought he would be. He has said a few things (including "potential baby") that I had to bite my tongue from losing it at him. He doesn't know how to handle it. It's new to him, medical things and death make him squeamish. So I don't know how to deal with him about it.
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Matthew&Mark 08/24/2005 9w1d, Mattie Anne 04/07/2008 8w Mel&Dee 01/19/2010 (8 weeks) and 5 chemical pregnancies
Hope 07/22/2012@4w1d, Konnor 11/24/2012@3w6d,"Emmy"1/15/2013@ 3w6d, Ronen 02/10/2013@3w5d, Joy 07/19/2013@3w6d, "Pea" 09/06/2013@ 3w3d

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
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