Wish I could feel happy... but I don't
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August 19th, 2012, 10:26 PM
Join Date: Aug 2009
Location: Freaking Louisiana
I'm just lurking from the Feb
, checking up on you actually. I was so glad to hear you were expecting.
I understand a bit how you feel, but I never lost a child like that. Winter Rose was the third pregnancy I had last year. By the time I got pregnant with her there was no excitement.
It was pretty hard being pregnant with a baby I knew I wanted, but costantly thinking about my twins and Christmas baby that the new pregnancy could never replace. There's still not a day that goes by that they don't cross my thoughts. It didn't help having hyperemesis. I dealt with some very horrible thoughts and feelings last year.
I imagine it will be the same with you. You know you won't be replacing your son. I couldn't imagine loving another child like my daughter, but now that daughter two is here, I love them both. You will never stop loving Liam, but the new son or daughter will be loved just as much.
One day at a time.
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