decide to start my journal today...
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October 18th, 2012, 10:05 AM
Join Date: Mar 2012
Thanks Mrsb1029 for your kind words...
So this is what happenned to me last night.....I was completely losing it for the very first time...found out this girl got pregnant....i mean I would be happy for her if she wasn't a heavy drinker and smoker...I don't know why tears keep on falling down last night when I went to bed...and I couldn't stop...dh freaked out...i told him...I don't know why I can't stop crying but I will be ok in the morning...and I honestly don't know why...maybe because once again i feel like af will arrive any time soon and that i couldn't figure out what is wrong with me..all my tests came back normal and good..yet...we try everything and nothing happen...I am so ready to give up....both of us r getting older and I honestly can't take it anymore...maybe it wasnt meant to be...
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