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January 19th, 2013, 06:28 AM
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Jan 19,2013 Cycle 8 CD 2

Thx Sonica!!!!!

So journal I think I have sleep Apnea and can not get the
hours of sleep l need because I am giving Jakaira most of her
daily physical care. I am asking Jesus about what my miracle
can be????? Only Jesus knows that answer. I almost died
yesterday. I can no longer live the lifestyle that I use to live...
eating what I wanted and doing very little excercize when
that does not even bring happiness anyway. Working hard
right now to get to 140 lbs may make me miserable in the short
run but if I expect to live I have to make some changes now
and I have and its been gradual. I will tell you what the begining
of death felt like yesterday...I was drowning and could not get
air and it was WORSE than an asthma attack but at the same time
l felt peace. Then all of a sudden I felt my spirit blown back into
my body and at the same time it was a lot of Oxygen and I said
thank you Jesus for helping me breathe & for my 2nd chance!!!! I need help to get into
the 100 lb range Super naturally and naturally. You ladies will
see me @ 140 lbs I say this in faith!!! You ladies will also see me
pregnant with number 2. How it will happen....only Jesus knows
all the answers. I have to let my family know what happend to
me yesterday. But what is going on with me is so serious. I feel bad
for dh cause he can not provide more care for Jakaira cause he is
busy making money. Im a take my weird af as a blessing in disguise.
Trying for a 2014 baby Im a still keep writing in this journal to
help me distress and maybe my story will continue helping someone.
My life is not my own. I am not afraid of death. In the name of Jesus,
I will live

ok I only have one hour and half to get everything done,
so I best get off of here and dh is waiting for his computer.

Baby Dust!!!!!!!!!!
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TTC# 2 (wanting to join Team Blue)Thankyou for my siggy Vicki !!!!!!







Dec
nephews Charlie 6, Lorenzo 6
nieces Tamara 2, Arielle 9 months, Lillian 4 mos
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Jan Charlie 6 Lorenzo 6 Tamara 2, Arielle 10 months Lillian 5 months.Feb Charlie 6 Lorenzo 6 Tamara2,Arielle 11months Lillian 6 months
March Charlie 6 Lorenzo 6 Tamara 2 Arielle 1 ys old Lillian 7 mos
April Charlie 6 Lorenzo 6 Tamara 3,Arielle 1ys Lillian 8 mos
May Charlie 6 Lorenzo 6 Tamara 3 Arielle 1ys Lillian 9 mos
June my daughter turns 3,Charlie 6 lorenzo 6 Tamara3 Arielle 1 Lillian 10mos
July Charlie 6 lorenzo 6 Tamara 3 Arielle 1 Lillian 11 months
Aug Charlie 6 lorenzo 6 tamara 3 arielle 1ys old Lillian 1
Sept Charlie 7 Lorenzo 7 tamara 3 arielle 1ys Lillian 1ys

to get things like fertilityblend (check!
*We currently take Geritol. Check!
*Conceive Plus by Sasmar Check!
Welcome Womb(check!)
progesterone supplements

ClearBlue Fertility monitor and fertility monitor test strips by ClearBlue.
I am considering to buy that.
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In my TTC#2 Journal
Jan 8,2013 100 posts
feb 6,2014 200 posts
April 26,14 300 postsAug 17,14 400 posts
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