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March 7th, 2013, 05:31 AM
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Had the D&C yesterday. Everything went smoothly. I cried until the anesthesia kicked in. When I woke up, I had no pain, no cramps but I felt like part of me was gone forever.

The most heartbreaking part of all of it is my 7 yr old son, who hugged me and put his ear to my chest (he's still confused where the baby goes) and says "I don't hear the baby's heartbeat". I explained that the baby wasn't there anymore and I could see the pain and loss on his face. I promised him we would look for another baby to put in there but that I had to get better in my tummy first.

Every 5 min I have another emotion. I feel so empty and angry right now. Bear with me while I struggle...
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