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March 20th, 2013, 06:09 AM
bcogoli bcogoli is offline
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A little back story, im 30 weeks pregnant with baby #3. I had 1 loss, then 2 babies, 1 loss, then this pregnancy where we lost the twin at 9 weeks.
Im so excited to have made it this far despite having contractions off and on and some other issues. We set up the nursery and re did the kids room. I have everything we need for this little girl and yet i cant imagine ever having her. I look at all her little clothes and i cant picture her ever wearing them. I have thought about how i would explain her death to my kids and i have even said during prayers " God i understand if you want her back". I feel like an awful mother for thinking these things. Have any of you had these feelings this late in a pregnancy? I feel like by now i should feel better about her not worse.
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