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March 20th, 2013, 08:05 AM
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: Houston, Texas
****warning birth/baby mentioned in this post****
My best friend had her baby last night. I have been looking forward to it for so long and I am so truly excited and happy for her but last night when she sent me the picture of her holding her beautiful newborn son I lost it. I burst into tears. I want to be so happy for her but all I could feel last night was pain. I finally pulled it together enough to have a quick convo with her last night but I don't think I will be able to bring myself to visit yet. She doesn't have any siblings and I know how much she wants me to come but I am just not ready. I really thought I was fine with this - I guess I knew it might be just a little tough since I had been so excited our kids would be 4 months apart . . . but I thought I was okay with it... I am sure with a little more time I will be.
Thank you *Kiliki* for the amazing siggy!!
Expecting our first baby August 25th, 2014!!!
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