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March 20th, 2013, 08:11 AM
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I can relate to this so much, Elle. You aren't alone. I want so badly to be genuinely happy for a new mom, but a lot of times I mostly feel sadness for myself and bitterness that it's not me holding the newborn baby. It's really hard to stand by and watch others get what you so badly want for yourself. So try not to be so hard on yourself. This is a stressful time, and you are doing the very best you can. You are a good person, and you should not feel guilty about your feelings.
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