Still can't believe I'm here (M/C mentioned)
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March 25th, 2013, 11:27 AM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Mar 2012
Oh Samantha, I'm sorry. There's no easy day is there? And I know, I think we all do, the "I should be pregnant right now" feeling. It comes with everything doesn't it. I'm in the grocery store picking out tea and it's caffeinated. I should be getting decaf because "I SHOULD BE PREGNANT RIGHT NOW".
And the counting. Oh yes, the counting. It's been 4 days. 6 days. 8 days. It's been 20 days since the D&C but 28 since our LO's heart stopped. I HATE the counting. And it's automatic. Like knowing the days of the week, you don't even have to think about it.
People all over the place say it gets better, but I'm still waiting. We all are.
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