Topic: Feeling down
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March 28th, 2013, 08:41 PM
Lilly Ryan Lilly Ryan is offline
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I thought I was doing a lot better with dealing with my mc but then something will come along and knock me back again.

A relative gave me a present today - a tiny knitted baby jacket that has been in the family for a while. She promised that it wasn't a "hint" for me and that she wanted me to have this family heirloom for when the time comes but it broke my heart. I should have a baby right now to put in that jacket but instead I tucked it away in my box of baby things along with my first and last ultrasound and the little pair of booties that a friend knitted for me when she found out I was pregnant.

Luckily I didn't cry in front of her but I just feel so sad and empty inside. She didn't know about the mc - almost no one did so of course she wouldn't have known how it would make me feel but it still hurts so much even after all these months.
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