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May 5th, 2013, 07:45 PM
Chely Chely is offline
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I think it's possible that I could be pregnant...but I'm not sure. I haven't had my period since March (March 6-12). I ovulated on March 21. I missed April completely, but I figured it was just because I started birth control in March. I should've ovulated on April 19, but I don't know since I never got my period. I ovulate on the 16th day of my cycle. Then this month, my period was supposed to start on Friday (May 3), and it never did. My birth control pill packet says that if I miss 2 or more periods in a row, I might be pregnant. I have a pregnancy test that I bought last month, but I'm too scared to take it yet.

I don't think I've had many pregnancy symptoms, though. Yeah I have been tired a lot, but I'm a full-time college student who also works part-time, so I figured that was the reason for my exhaustion. I've been cramping here and there for the past 2 months. Only my left breast is a bit tender, not my right. I've been really nauseous lately, but haven't thrown up or anything. And I've had a lot of headaches lately.

Sometimes I'll feel like I'm starting to get that period backache that I always get on my first day, but then it never turns into the full backache. Sometimes I'll get a pain down in my area, but it is not in my vagina; it's above it (not higher up in my body, but actually above the vagina, like in the womb area). It's not a regular cramp. Hmph I have no idea know how to explain it.

No increase in discharge, just the usual annoying amount. I haven't gained any more than a pound or 2 in the last 2 months. I mean I have felt a little heavier the last 2 months, but the scale doesn't show that I've gained much weight and I don't look any bigger when I look in the mirror. I haven't felt anything moving around in my tummy (though it's probably too early for that right now anyway). No bloating or extra gas. My breasts have not gotten any bigger (unfortunately). No cravings.

I haven't been any moodier than usual, but I've been a lot more emotional lately. I have been wanting sex a lot more lately though, I'm constantly trying to keep myself from jumping on my boyfriend, though he doesn't mind

I just don't know what to think right now. My dad would absolutely flip and yell at me, preach at me, probably make me feel like a tramp, etc. Yes I may be 20 years old, but I still live at home because I don't have the money to move out, and I can't imagine dealing with the hell he will put me through if I'm pregnant. I mean I'll be happy if I am, no matter what. I have always wanted to be a mother, as long as I can remember; but I know my dad will ruin it for me. My boyfriend said I can always move in with him and his grandparents if I can't live at home, so I'm not too worried about where to live.

If my period never comes this month, then I'll take the pregnancy test with my boyfriend (I don't wanna take it alone). Should I buy a 2nd one just in case the first one isn't right (like those false-negatives/false-positives)? Sorry I ramble a lot!

Last edited by Chely; May 5th, 2013 at 08:13 PM.
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