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May 9th, 2013, 10:02 AM
Chely Chely is offline
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I took the test last night with my boyfriend. It was negative I completely broke down. I mean I felt maybe 10% max of relief, the rest was just devastation. I really thought I was pregnant, and I was so excited...

He was mostly relieved I think 'cause we both know we're not ready yet, but I could tell he was a bit upset too 'cause he saw how devastated I was.

I called my mom and told her it was negative, and she was relieved but then she started crying 'cause I was crying. Man we're a pair She said it'll happen when it's meant to happen. I know she's right.

I asked both of them if I'm crazy for being upset, and they said no it's understandable. It's just that when I really thought, and felt, that I was pregnant...that I had a little life growing inside me...I just felt this love. A love that I've never felt before. I just feel crazy. How could I be so upset over something I never had?
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