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June 11th, 2013, 10:30 AM
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Yep. I'm rowing in circles in your boat right with you hun. And next to our boat is your SIL and my SIL in their big beautiful cruise liner with their big pregnant bellies and their big glowing faces, soaking up all sorts of attention, talking about shopping for cribs, planning their showers, taking about the babies moving, rubbing their bellies, completely oblivious to the fact that there are people right next to them mourning their loss every second of every day.

I stopped charting. I stopped temping. I stopped OPKs and POASing. I've pretty much given up at this point. I've gotten to the point where I almost wish I hadn't gotten pregnant the last two times, because the pain of loss is worse than the pain of not getting pregnant at all every cycle.

DH and I are just enjoying each other for who we are and are thankful for our son, who we regard as a miracle and accept now as the only child we are going to have.
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