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June 20th, 2013, 11:37 AM
pamela.burke611 pamela.burke611 is offline
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Hey everyone, I am so sorry I didn't get back to anyone from my last post. My birthday was nice! Thank you to everyone who responded to that post and asked about my day! Anyway, since then it's been a whirlwind. I have been having so many symptoms that baby Logan could be here any minute and then.. nothing. I just don't get it! I actually had been trying to keep him put for the past week because I had a scare last week at my doctor appointment for a possible infection and if it turned up positive she said I would need a C-section. I had been an emotional mess, crying, and praying. I really want my natural birth.. well as natural as possible.. definitely want my vaginal birth. I know things don't always go according to plan and that anything is a possibility. It just hit me like bricks. Anyway, my appointment yesterday went amazing! No infection! Thank goodness! So I am praying everything goes smoothly from here on out. I was 2 cm dilated and 80 percent effaced and she said everything else looked good. She then did a membrane sweep and off I went.. I lost bloody mucus yesterday throughout the day, but of course I know that could very well be from the cervical check and sweep. Nonetheless, I just don't understand why my Logan is still cooped up in hotel mama! With my daughter, my water broke and I gave birth to her 6 days early... well tomorrow is my due date! What in the world gives?? I just want him here so bad now and I am at my wits end.. I have tried most everything.. I am physically run down, tired... and now I am just cleaning and waiting.. I have no energy at all to clean but if I don't it won't get done and it needs to be done now! That on top of a demanding 4 year old is just enough to make me want to collapse. How is everyone else doing? I feel like everyone has had/is having their babies! Who is even left?? I feel alone LOL but I am so happy for all of you who have had your babies xx
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